No 37. Seeing in total darkness.

It is humanly impossible of seeing in total dark..


At night when I am in bed and I enjoy poppers and demons often visit me and play with me as I pray to Satan.

My bedroom is totally dark any time of the day for this purpose to worship Satan anytime. I have painted the glass windows black and sealed the window joints so its totally black, so much so that its impossible to see anything.

As I enjoy poppers and demons visit me, I have felt this unusual feeling that I can see in the darkness.

Last night I moved to my other side of the bed from where the demons were. I tested out this phenomenon and yes I could see my hands, the other side of my bedroom and furniture. I have seen the Demons walking around my bedroom and lying on me in my bed.

It lasted a while, then I fell asleep. When I woke up I couldn’t see anything and it was total blackness and I couldn’t even see my fingers.

Apart from it being a supernatural gift from Satan, I have no explanation.

I wonder if its Satans way so I can see my Demons playing with me.

But that’s whats happened to me.

Father Graham





 No 38. Do it for Satan

Tempt men to sin

The majority of men dont take advantage of their assets to tempt other men to sin and temp to want sexual gratification.

On a cruise 3 years ago I wore a heavy thick cock ring and bright pink with yellow trim speedos. I showed them to a few Gay men and they said they would never wear them on a st8 cruise.

But I did and I got attention as my bulge tightly wrapped in those speedos got attention. If those people watching me were Christian they’re being tempted as Christians it’s a sin to give in and take that second look. 

As Satanic Gay men (ex Christians), we must do what we can to get other Christian men to sin. We have that advantage to wear legal tight bathers and get attention. my new bathers are not only speedos but I have sewen the red Satanic star on the side to add the Satanic attraction. So if it’s at the beach or nice bugle at the shopping center we should parade our assets for satan.

If we choose to not wear tight bathers and choose baggy ones who misses out on satans rewards

Hail satan




No 39. What are my inductions?

Satan has got my inductions


This is what happens at my inductions.

The most important thing is I will test to see if you are mentally ready to be a Satanist and if I feel it’s not right I will not do it.

For you I request that you present yourself to Satan. Maybe leather harness, vest or similar.During the induction Satan might guide me to change the format.

You will be naked. I usually supply a specially Satanicly infused black cock ring and fit that at the time the leather or decoration gets put on you.

Then at your request we have ultraviolet light, or candles, or complete darkness.







 No 40. Choose between Jesus Christ or Satan

Im considering it. I have to choose between Jesus and Satan. 


I had to make the same decision that you are thinking about.

This is why I made this decision to follow Satan
As a man trying so hard to be a Christian, repenting hundreds of times, yet I loved the Gay lifestyle i know that when I die that deep in my heart I loved cock and fucking with men. With that being the case I would not be allowed into heaven , then

I would be sent to hell. I have spent 60 years of my life tormenting myself trying so hard to now like the Gay lifestyle
In hell, all people that rejected Satan on earth wil be punished and I didn’t like that idea. So be being a satanist on earth means that when I die I go to hell and get transformed into a Demon and serve Satan as his servant.

The bible clearly states that man and women that has sex as a married couple or a man or a woman that abstained from sex are Christians will go to heaven, Anyone that’s not married that has sex will not be allowed into heaven.   Now As a Satanist, I know where I am going and I am fortunate to know that  my positing in hell will be of authority as its soon going to happen here on earth
Satan is soon going to have a spectacular event and he’s allocated me at the top